My name is Ann, I grew up in a Christian family, my mother is a nurse while my
father is a pastor, they trained me in a Christian and in a Godly way.
I never had the opportunity to Mingle or relate with friends.
I have a good voice and I can sing very well, i was the assistant choir mistress
but because of my good voice I was made the general choir mistress in my church.
My parents are very proud of me because am still a vir gin, I don’t have a boyfriend,
am always busy with school and Church activities. But inside me, I want to be exposed to the world,
I want to be like other girls but because of my parents, I was so limited and can’t do anything on my own.
While i was still in secondary school, many guys were disturbing me to be their girlfriend but i never gave any
positive answer to any of them. But there was this guy i loved, his name is John, he never asked me for friendship
but we are very close, there was a day he was playing with me, he touched me in wrong place, i warned him
never to try such again, John noticed that am still a vir gin and he parented as if he don't know, and he was looking
for a way to invite me to his house so he can break my vir ginity but i have already known his plans.
There was a day the biology teacher entered our class while i was still in SS2, he treated a topic…. ”FAMILY PLANNING”,
many of you know what that topic is all about, i was not able to raise my head from my desk because i was very shy,
he thought us how a husband can have 5*x with the wife without she getting pregnant, those words was hitting my mind
and john was looking straight to my eyes to know how am feeling.
After my secondary school, i got an admission to higher institution, the urge for 5*x was much on me but i have promised to control myself.
My friends keep telling me that university life is not easy, that one must give out what she had to get what she want.
They told me everything about school life and this made me to think more deep.

One Month After i got an admission to university, i was now preparing to
travel from my house to my school, i will take off early morning the next day,
at night around 8pm, my mother called me to give me a piece of advice.
she said to me.. Ann please when you get to school, dont forget whom you are,
dont forget the kind of christian home you came from.
Then she drew closer to my ear and said.keep your vir.ginity and dont fall so cheap to loose what you have been keeping since from your childhood.
I nod my head with fear and said ok mum.
The next day i traveled to my school, everybody in my hostel room welcomed me and they were very happy.
After some weeks, i got this close friend of mine named Bekky, she is also my room mate, Bekky was a hot girl, she loves flexing with friends, she have a boyfriend called Emeka, they love their self very well, Emeka normally comes to our hostel and will spend all day
chatting and playing with Bekky, sometimes they kiss in my presence, and emeka will carry Bekky on his laps.
As time goes on, i was so lonely but always reading my books, a day came, bekky said she want to have a word with me, she advised me to have one boyfriend who can play with me, chat with me,
make me happy and also keep me busy, i told bekky that i cant do it, that its a sin to me, Becky told me that having one boyfriend is not a sin, unless if you have two, you love one and cheat on one, thats when boyfriend becomes sin.
i said ok that i will give it a second thought, after some weeks, Emeka invited me and Bekky to his birthday party which will hold the next day, i told bekky that i dont go to parties, she laughed and said. you are not going on your own, you will just accompany me, we will not stay long, we will just spend
some hours and we will be back.
The next day which was Emekas birthday, me and bekky dressed and went for the birthday, as we arrived the
place, i saw many girls wearing shorts, they were tweaking and dancing with guys, have never seen such, i was so afraid. so i seated at one conner while Bekky went to meet with emeka, the place was so noisy, music was playing and guys were making noise and dancing, after some minutes, a guy came to me and said.hello pretty girl, may i know your name?
I was afraid and i became short of words.
The guy said. babe talk to me, what is your name, i said my name is Ann, the guy addedmy own name is tony,
Tony: Am a student in this campus, am studying BUSINESS ADIM, and you?
ME: Please this place is too noisy for us to be having this kind of discussion, as i was talking with him, my phone rang,
lo and behold it was my mum.
Where are you Ann? that place is too noisy and am hearing some background music, [MY MUM ASKED] I replied with fear, mummy am in the church, we are having a youth program, this is an offering time, thats why you are
hearing those musical instrument. OK i will call you back Ann. [she cuts the call] I was so sad, this is the first time am lying to my mum.

After my mum hanged up the call,
I was so sad because this is the first time am lying to my mum.
The conversation continued between me and Tony.
Tony: can you give me your number?
Me: no i dont give my number to people i dont know.
Tony: How many days will it take you to know someone, its just one day, so
we have already known, so give me the number please.
I insisted that i will not give him the number because i was very angry at that moment,
Tony said. nice meeting you, we shall meet again. Thanks.
I walked to bekky and tell her that i want to leave, she pleaded we stay for some hours more, i said no and i left only me, it was already night, i was somehow afraid but i encourage myself
and left.
On my way going, i heard a voice from the back…….siiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, stop there pretty girl,
who could that be? my mind was beating very fast, i pulled my shoe and held it with my hands, the voice came up again..siiiiiiiii i said stop there, another voice added……let chase her and r*pe her,
as i heard that word, i started running, i ran as my legs could carry me, oh! they nearly caught me but God saved me i escaped.
when i got home, i said to my self…….So this was how i could have lost my virginity tonight?, i prayed and thanked God, then i slept. In the morning, bekky came back, she slept in emekas lodge last night, she was so weak and tired, i gave her food to eat, after recovering herself, i told her everything that happened to me, she now said to me.This was the main reason i asked you to get one boyfriend, had it been you were going home with your boyfriend, those boys
wouldnt have chased you.
Now this boyfriend of a thing is now a big issue to me, i gave it a second thought then i went out. I was searching for one of my text book, so i decided to check if its in bekkys bag, when i opened her bag
searching for my book, what i saw in her bag was to shocking, i saw two cond*ms, Jesus! [i shouted], this attracted
bekkys attention and she saidAnn what is that?
I said please come oooo, when she came i showed her what i saw in her bag, she laughed and said……yes thats for protection,
What! you mean you are using those things? she said yes and she left me.
Many thought began to flow in my mind.
So bekky use to have s*x with emeka?
So this girl is really a bad girl?
Do i really need to have s*x at this early stage?
What if bekky got prgnanted by emeka?
How can she continue with her education?
Will emeka marry her?
Are you sure if i get a boyfriend, he will not demanded for s*x?
What if he demands?
Am i not matured enough to play games like bekky?
Nooooo i cant.
So this is how school life looks like?
All this thoughts was flowing on my mind and immediately my phone rang.Hello Ann its me your mum, i told you i will call you
back, so how are you my dear?
Am fine mum [i replied] Mum: Remember all the advice i gave you, and most especially please…”keep your virginity and dont fall so cheap
to loose what you have been keeping since from your childhood.
Ok mum i will. Thanks alot mum [bye, she hanged up the call] Its seems my mother knew how i was feeling and the thoughts that was rolling inside of me, i said oh this my mum must be
be a spiritual mum, as i was still thinking, i heard a knock at my door. yes who is that? Come in.